I've asked myself this a lot. She talks the talk, but freaks out when its time to walk the walk. I dont know if she does it for the self-esteem tho. I am older than her, I am decently successful and she admires a lot of what I've accomplished... so maybe in some way she likes that a guy like me is into her, but... the way she looks at me sometimes, its as if she's just 2 drinks away from tearing me apart.