Thanks for all of the kind words. I'm very tempted to leave this job. It's pretty difficult to sit here and stare at a wall; and even turn down interviews because I already have a job. Imagine being told to sit and stare at a wall for a year and a half. It's like being in sensory deprivation. At the great pay rate, it's almost a medical experiment to see how much soul-draining boredom one can endure and at what pay rate they will keep doing it.

I understand there are homeless people, and i contribute to charity as well as volunteer twice a year with my family at a soup kitchen. I'm trying to make sure I dont become one of them.